Friday, November 22, 2013

18 Months.


Dear D,

Today there was silence, which usually means trouble is a-brewin' when you are awake. I looked from room to room for you, not wanting to disturb whatever had you so engrossed. Finally I peaked into your closet, and there you were, sitting happily in your old baby swing just staring at the door. Your eyes met mine and your face beamed, proud of yourself for finding this spot and ready to discover more thrills. Pictures aren't possible at times like this because the moment is over so swiftly; you're already getting out and on the go.

And dearest, this is you. An adventurer- exploring every corner: in, out, and above. A lover- giving smiles and kisses to anyone who will take them; running up to me for hugs throughout the day. You are at ease with yourself and the world, taking everything in stride and delighting in life's simple wonders. I love this about you. You could teach lessons in just being.

So much captivates you right now: balloons, escalators, dogs, cats, closing doors, opening cereal bags, sticks, buttons, dancing, waving to strangers, babies, sniffing with your nose and saying "ahhh" after a sip of water.

Then there are animal sounds- you rock them and you know it. Who knew my heart would swell when hearing anyone make an enthusiastic cow's moo? And the words! Where have they come from?! "Bye-ah" and "bye-da" are used hourly as you close doors and leave rooms, complete with a wave, a smile, and often a leaned in kiss (strangers get this special treatment every time). And just recently you've been adding on your attempts at hot dog, egg, balloon, bear, and more. It blows my mind and makes me realize that this is just the beginning of a long, fun road.

Baby, you are a wonder to me. A lovely, deep wonder. I can't believe there was ever a time before you.


LIVE THE MURRAYED LIFE

10 comments:

  1. christina, this is beautiful. precious little moment that.

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  2. Christina....
    "Today there was silence, which usually means trouble is a-brewin' when you are awake.". Mom says that was me!! Uh-oh!! ;-}
    "And dearest, this is you. An adventurer- exploring every corner: in, out, and above. A lover- giving smiles and kisses to anyone who will take them; running up to me for hugs throughout the day. You are at ease with yourself and the world, taking everything in stride and delighting in life's simple wonders. I love this about you. You could teach lessons in just being.". I love this!! ;)
    --Raelyn


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  3. Now I'm visiting you. ;) Love that last line- isn't is crazy to remember our world before they arrived?! Sarah @ thejellyjars

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  4. It's the last line that just wins. The entire thing is beautiful. If only we all had the wide open optimism of a little one.

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  5. Oh just the thought of him doing his whole goodbye rotuine when leaving a room is too funny and cute too imagine!

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  6. Christina, your writing constantly astounds me. This is so beautifully put, so true. It brought a tear to my eye. :')

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  8. This is wonderful. Love love love. Isn't this just the most amazing age? As much as I hate that he's not a baby anymore, this age of toddling around, talking, dancing and discovering is really fantastic!

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  9. So sweet. I love these update posts... and getting a daily dose of Declan :) I'm convinced it just keeps getting better and better with these little guys, you know? That last line totally hit home for me. I was looking at old pictures a few nights ago of when it was just the two of us and its just mind blowing to think of a time without Navi in our life. Lovely post, bestie. Hugs... for you and that sweet as pie boy of yours.

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  10. Well geeze, you can't make me tear up at work.
    This is beautiful. What a sweet mama you are to that precious boy. xo

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